honey kix (Taken with instagram)
Cover Song (by TeraBrite)
Safe & Sound - Taylor Swift feat. The Civil Wars (Pop Punk Cover by TeraBrite) (by TeraBrite)
chances
you try to turn the page back to another chapter from your life,
but the pages do not move.
they stick together like syrup on the pages of a menu at dennys.
the past is never meant to be looked back on.
the pages rip, as the ink transfers to the next page,
intermingling words together like an ink blot test.
if your past is so messed up as your book has become,
do not trek backwards to fall into that mess again.
the friendships, the love, the life,
all that is gone now, so live in the moment,
live as though your life has started over
you have been given another chance, another life.
this is my new life. i am going to live it like i will never have another chance.
things i am addicted to right now:
1. my boyfriend (duh)
2. iced mocha coffees (preferably from Joe’s Muggs)
3. ritz veggie crackers
4. lactose-free egg nog (Silk brand)
5. my xbox and alienware computer!
6. my samsung galaxy s II epic 4g touch phone!
7. my hollister sweat pants (SUPER comfy!)
8. diet coke
9. mexican food
10. ihop and the waffle house (yummy breakfast food)
11. sleeping!
12. having fun!
13. youtube vlogs!
i really wish i can fix everything between myself and my boyfriend. there seems to be something missing between us…he barely ever says “i love you” back to me. he cannot stand hanging out with me anymore…i dunno what i can do…everything seems to be out of control and messed up. it makes me think he is cheating on me, which could only explain our short hang out sessions anymore. but i know he will never cheat on me. but he also says he is a good liar…i dunno anymore.
